give up

hey,

kamu dimana ?

hilang, lenyap gitu aja !

jahat !!

udah ya maen gamenya,

aku nyerah deh, aku kalah !

aku gabisa diem tanpa tau kabar kamu, tanpa tau kamu dimana.

udah dong,

aku ga bisa pura2 kuat nih,

udah dong, please T.T

exit

jogja, 30 oktober

pergi meninggalkan kota ini,
aku harap semua kenangan tentang kamu juga pergi,
sesuai sama janji aku ke diri aku sendiri !
aku yang bakal pergi buat nutup semuanya,

aku terlalu capek buat slalu jadi objek cemburu dari dia.

kamu terlalu lemah,
sulit untuk memutuskan sesuatu,
tolong, hati bukan untuk mainan !

start from here, now !
I'll try to make a distance,
Thanks for all you give to me,
Semoga kita bisa berbaik hati dilain hari, dengan atau tanpa dia :)

happy graduation !

hey, happy graduation for you !
congratulation !!
proud of you muhammad faisal akbar :)

the anniversarry ;')

one hour before I leave this day..

yap, it's 3rd April :')

6 years ago, the relationship begin..

aaak, I miss U :')

"happy anniversarry ©"

3.4.6 till 3.4.12

hey, don"t you remember ??

"Don't You Remember"

When will I see you again?

You left with no goodbye,

Not a single word was said,

No final kiss to seal any seams,

I had no idea of the state we were in,

I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness,

And a wandering eye, and heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?

Don't you remember?

The reason you loved me before,

Baby, please remember me once more,

When was the last time you thought of me?

Or have you completely erased me from your memory?

Cause I often think about where I went wrong,

And the more I do, the less I know,

But I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness,

And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?

Don't you remember?

The reason you loved me before,

Baby, please remember me once more,

I gave you the space so you could breathe,

And I kept my distance so you would be free,

And hoped that you'd find the missing piece,

To bring you back to me,

Why don't you remember?

Don't you remember?

The reason you loved me before,

Baby, please remember me once more,

When will I see you again?

hey monday, morning !

wake up early in this morning, yeah just because the ' oversleep' , hahaha :D

start it with pray to Allah,

but, don't forget to make a morning call for you :)

hahahaha, ya mungkin ini bakal jadi kebiasaan baru buat ku..

cuma dengan cara ini, dengan hal2 yang sepele kaya gini ini yang bisa aku lakuin.

yap, aku mencintaimu dengan caraku sendiri

*hmm, nice quote for this morning ♥

I miss u already :')

your girlfriend is already come,

come to beside you,

and i still said that 'i miss u'

is it's too impossible if i want you here ?

here with me, beside me,

or maybe it's just a dream for me ???

move on !

"one of the hardEST things in life is watching the person you love, LOVE SOMEONE ELSE"

is it true ? yap !

belajar untuk merelakan adalah salah satu pelajaran yang bisa diambil dari ini semua.

tapi buat apa menyesal ? jangan menatap ke belakang lagi lah.

buat apa menangis ? menangis hanya untuk menangisi orang yang belum tentu memperdulikanmu ? lebih baik tidak.

menulis, berbicara, memang tak segampang melakukannya di kehidupan nyata.

tapi se-enggaknya bisa lah jadi 'motivasi' buat move-on ;)

sebenernya, seharusnya, sewajibnya,

aku berterima kasih sama kamu,

soalnya karna kamu,

aku ngerti rasanya kembali semangat pas aku lagi jatuh,

aku ngerti kalau aku ga harus sayang sama orang lebih daripada aku sayang sama diriku sendiri,

aku ngerti kalau hubungan yang lama itu bukan jaminan untuk sesuatu yang abadi.

makasiih loh :)

aku emang hilang,

aku emang pergi,

tapi aku cuma pergi dari kehidupan nyata kamu kok,

aku tetep ada kok di dalam kenangan kamu,

aku tetep ada kok buat selalu support kamu,

don't give up ya !!!!

like a poem

"Hard to believe,

hard to thinking,

hard to breathe in this night......

it is just the feeling...

lying in the dark without sunshine...

just a feeling that i have..
when i look into your eyes ...

i can't believe you not even there.."

semarang, 15 maret 2012